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It's perfect weather in mid-March of 2020. I'm here at home doing a self-quarantine like everyone is doing right now because of the coronavirus outbreak. I'm running some errands that I have to do. It is not as hard as I think since I've been self-isolated myself since I was in elementary school (read: I am an introvert, lol). Regarding that, you know my past draft rejection is slightly knocked me down but I am elated that I have you, though you're not here, I can feel you. You're beautifully written words. You're a clear vivid sky I could stare every time mine is grey.
I know you're smiling as you're reading this 'cause you knew I should be working rather than writing to you. Talking to you is one of my favorite activities like I keep telling you, and though you might be busy, you're always trying to reach me. So, thank you. Your words are often clear energy, reading our meaningful conversation, completely ease my mind.
My state of mind getting better day by day. Did you know? These past two years, I used to feel a smarting sensation every time I took a deep breath, but since last week I feel a lot better. I just believe it's not an ailment, so instead of going to the psychiatrist I'd rather practice honesty with myself, whenever I feel uneasy and anxious, I'd rather write it down what I feel at the moment instead of keeping it inside. That's why I always have a pen, notebook, and scissors that I always bring everywhere I go. Yes, I bring scissors! Because I literally write every goddamn thing, lol. When it's done, I re-read it, and when it feels incongruous, I usually shred it up into pieces, so no one would read if I throw it up, lol. I find out it helps me a lot to clear out my mind daily. So, I am now really want to have a paper shredder machine, lol. I'm about thinking to buy one. I know this would make me looks like a greedy human because I'd shred lots of papers. This sounds super not environmentally friendly, but I promise, I'd decompose it.
After doing those things, I feel an attempt to resurrect from that elaborate situation and find myself again. I am so grateful for what I have today, Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala blessed me with a lot of joy, including you. I hope you're having a great day!
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